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Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore
She loves salting my wounds
Yes, she enjoys nothing more.







/ (06) march april may fanmail.


Friday, October 28, 2005

fridays are always bad

knew kinda like a lot of things from dnf. yeh. pple change, for the worse. and i hate it. i hate it when they are talking abt how despotic are his frens, i hate hate hate his friends. i really hate them. disgusting and gross bastards. i detest the slighest sight of them.

and i dont know if he's lyk that. if he is, i've wasted my one whole yr. i've wasted all my time. i dont even know whether i can trust him. everyone says he's gd, nice etc. but is he rlly. i dont know i dont know i dont know.

but deep down inside, i wish he wasnt.

i dont know anything. i dont know whether we're gna continue, or we're gna end everything. i dont know whether he means the truth in whatever he had said bfore, or this is just plain dumb.

they made me feel so dumb for wanting him, so dumb for crying for him. im such a damned fool.

i dont know i dont know i dont know


only almost here,
4:21 AM.